Monday, April 29, 2019

Twin Scissors, Sister Blades

Mommy bore not one,
but two young baby blades.


Born were the scissor sisters,

After childbirth's cutting pains.


Right and soft and fierce,

Left and sharp and fast.
Sharp pairs of silver eyes,
and even sharper silver tongues.


Singing to the moonlight,

voices unsheathing, shrill the song.


They sang of the sea and swordfish,

and the taste of men's heart and bone.


Daddy raised not one,

but two young and dear cut-throats.
Rather than bonding scissors,
he forged each for their own.


From within the smithery,

a clanking clinking sound.


And out the fire-ate twin scissors,

paired blades drew he right out.

Saturday, March 23, 2019

The Space Between My Vertebrae

My heart peeks through the crevices between my bones.
In this space between my vertebrae I've found where it belongs.

Who does the midnight bell toll for, I know it is not for me.
And I watch her ring from my window, to and fro and fro to thee.

And I kiss her in my mind,
fed up with the incessant cestrum night.

And I wonder if she would call for me,
If I climbed up the bell tower and wrung it free.

And as it calls it shakes my bones,
palpitating upon the glass church domes.

Glass Shoes

Your glass shoes reflect the light,
and they won't hold your body all through the night.

A nighttime's not ending any time soon,
they click and clack and call for the moon.

As you dance the shards push back your skin,
searching for the bones that hold you within.

You swish and glide and dive so steep,
but I still won't let you go to sleep.

The Snail

The vagrant dreams of going home.
He wants a place to call his own.

"A place where I can stay, where I belong."

You can always come back here,
but you know you can't stay forever.

They always told you you'd have to leave,
But you never knew what those words would sever.

"It is not easy to accept these transient times,
where I don't own anything inside my life."

A vagrant of privilege suddenly realizes,
that nothing was ever his, lies of gifts and prizes.

The vagrant's shell is a lease,
and he owns no agency over his insides.

Once you settle in your home, at last,
arrives the moment in which you're due to part.

From all I've been given I own nothing,
nothing except maybe the skin on my back.

Something.



Sunday, December 2, 2018

Sirius

I hold you upon the descent of November,
a rapid candle-melting flame, come December.

We are lain upon snow which still refuses to fall,
I still refuse to wake and sleep you still attempt to stall.

Refusing to wake up and to go to bed,
a cycle repeating when sun refused to set.

Our feet now frozen past the point to ever melt.
We lie under a snowfall which time before had never dealt.

You sing and hear the creak of straw,
play music on the heart you still refuse to thaw.

Before the ending dawns, I use my frozen throat to crow
lullabies to you, from back when time still did not flow.

Wednesday, November 28, 2018

Enter Sandman

You close your eyes and hope to die,
yet hope you wake up one more night.

The quiet demon seems to speak,
once you've passed the midnight peak.

Claw your skin and dread the sunrise,
for once awake it's too late to rise.

And the words your write they whisper,
but once you hang on they dispel.

And when you writhe with the sun you try
to shut out the imps who attempt to pry.

You've sought the fruit but were distracted,
and upon clearness the path's destructed.

So before dawn dawns you must make a choice,
attempt to live bright or allow their rejoice.

And you spelt their blood and guts on paper,
for the brief minutes you their thoughts could taper.

And come the morning and their smite,
expel their thoughts you fought at night.

Now close the book and leave them hidden,
for from your sleep they are forbidden.

Sunday, November 25, 2018

Cestrum

I started writing poems after I met you. 
That much is a lie but I'd like to think it true.

I sleeplessly watched the moon while waiting,
For the post-midnight sign that of me you were thinking.

All the words on the dictionary would have seemed taken,
As your speech would constantly render mine sunken.

And of the moments we talked, some days I remember.
From goodbye in that month to hello in December.

These violet rimmed eyes I keep trying to fix,
Yet cannot for I’m hanging on a thread I did nix

Back when I was unready and ran filled with fright.


But just now, once more, you’ve kept me up at night.