Monday, May 31, 2021

Love from Loxosceles

Your slender fingers weave the web

As the ring-tone rings I lie in bed.

Hostile whispers from the telephone,

When the key clicks the door, say:

Honey, I’m home.


A poem I do not remember,

A room that I cannot forget.

When I burn the papers they spill, under the bed

letters I have no memory of writing

whisper my name, songs laud and dread.


As they sing me to sleep, caress me,

their small grips force my head.

A heavy hand spins threads entwining, holding 

me down, I'm Gulliver.


When your call disrupts the telephone

Open your throat from the depths and roar

Your belligerent pleas of affection.

On your knees weeping the contradiction

of a lover feeding on prey's affliction.

 

A martyr preaching polluted prayers,

whose words of love are built like fetters.

Kiss my husk and bring it tender,

ever closer to the ember.


Somewhere you linger in seclusion.

Arachnid, languid, lilliputian.

From death-like stupor our lips turn blue.

Split apart your ribs and coo:

Darling, I Love You.

Midnight Dread

I feel an impending sense of doom.

Thin bottled pills won’t cull the gloom?

I wonder why I sprout this fright,

Blooming as the clock signals for night.


Beneath my skin I tremble, weak,

Yet my eyes won't seem to weep.

I know when I feel the call of dark

it's time to wait for the morning lark. 


Why does the clock strike at my heart,

the hands at ten and two tear me apart.

The hands at eleven and twelve pull me closer

to the edge of despair which I won't muster.


I feel an impending sense of doom

when it's time to quiet beneath the moon.

I rip at my face with determination

for blood and scabs whisper me absolution.